Saturday, November 10, 2007,7:06 pm
WOAH . its been two months since i blogged .and i guess i have alot to make up for eh ? haha .well . long story short .i loved and lost .i laughed then cried .andd .. OLEVELS ARE OVER .cliche as it may be .all throughout o's .my motivations was .. to make sure that i wont have regrets .and to find job (:pathetic eh ?but i seriously had nothing else .i dont know where i am .i dont know where i want to go .so evidently . i guess this motivation i was supposed to draw strength from wasnt good enough ?or maybe i wasnt good enough .i dont think i put in my all .and i know the results will show .then again . whats done is done (:but . i truly truly thank God .i thank God for all the guidance .for allowing me to draw strength not from myself but through him .all he morning prayers . the constant prayers of my family and friends .i think thats the only reason i made it through .thanks God (:well . for those who know me well .they will know that i've always had this so-called vision .you know .. there are moments in your life where you can just SEE .just .. have a feeeling of something .to be so sure .well . i had that feeeling .that i wouldnt live to take o'levels .i dont know .it was just so clouded .i seriously thought i was going to die before o'lvls .well .. *cough .im still here :Dohkay ohkay .beeen going out these few days .this weeek seeemed so long .cant imagine o's only ended like .. five days ago ? lolit seems so distant now . on tuesday . went to causeway with shuni and zureeen .come THAT ONE . then like cramp all day luh =x i still remember what an ass i was complaining =xjob-searching was .. futile (:ahaha . on wed.went to town with the gurls .i wasnt really keeen on going .on reasons i wont mention (:but . thanks to shuni . who convinced me to go .i ended up having a good time .thanks to azureeen and sheeela .who showed me they were there through and through .that i can always rely on them .and that we dont neeed words . they will understand .ohkay luh . maybe need some words after .cos they gong gong HAHA.that im not alone .THANKS (:ILOVEYOUGUYS :Don thursday . was supposed to go cut hair with imah .but she andd shuni go johor .GOOOD LUH .hahaha .went to shalini's house for deeepavali .dont have costume seh =played alot of bombs and sparklers .i smuggle some home . MUAHAHA .ate curry and watch casper . HAH .yesterday . supposed to go out find job .but i ended going out cut hai and facial with sis .my face hurts seh ! lol .but .. did help to cheeer me up .and help me relax finally (:WOOHOO.and i cooook my first lontong !! WOOHOO .dad say it was niceee . WOOHOO .but think he added something ba .but .. improving (:ohkay ohkay . i think i shant blog about the past .clouded with misery and tears many many .im glad i finally got it all out to julia today .i decided . i couldnt give up on this friendship .but . whether you mean what you say is another thing .if not . i'll just have to give you a punch in the face .omg omg omg .so much has happened since tues .thinking back .i seriously dont now why time for studying seemed to scarce and precious .like there was so little and it passed ever-s0 slowly .but now .it seems to be just waiting for us to fill it up .should i go vbs ?ohkay . i know im super random .WENT SENTOSA WITH CHERIE TODAY .hahhaa . i just had to shout that out .wasnt that keeen on going at first .firstly .. my mood . second . my thing . third . the weather .but the day turned up super gooood(:iloveherman .i really cant imagine how i can live through life without cheriexushihui .the crapper queen is my pillar of strength .thanks alot cherie :DSEEEEE . dont say i not grateful uh .hahahaah (:then went to shalini's house to cycle .but we spent much of the time sitting in the middle of the carpark and talking .lame =xohkay fine . potato chips tooo .CHERIE'S one ! MUAHAHA =xanyway . slacked until about 9 then i went off le.i thank God for all the blessings .i wish i could be lost in them forever .i know im very fortunate .thanks alot .. really (:and of course i thank the blessings for being the blessings that they are . hahaaha .ohkay . i super lazy to blog the details .but this weeek will forever be etched in the pit of my thoughts :Dwahahaa .
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